Missinmahart
Sep 7, 2018 · 2 min read

Sometimes……………

Sometimes they are for good times, but mostly they are for pain

Sometimes I wish it never happened, but mostly I’m grateful for every moment

Sometimes I’m so angry at you for quitting, mostly I’m mad at myself for making you go

Sometimes I feel like I’m a piece of garbage, mostly I remember the way you look at me

Sometimes I can hear your heart calling mine, mostly I feel this giant hole in my life

Sometimes I think you’ll come home, mostly I know that you won’t

Sometimes l wish I knew how this story ends, mostly I’m realizing it has

Sometimes I wish that you told me everything, mostly I wish you were better at lying.

Sometimes I wish I didn’t see all that I do, mostly I just wish I’ll get to hear those word one day

Sometimes I wish life hadn’t been so hard on you, mostly I’m glad I got to be the one to see most of you.

Sometimes I’m angry for the innocent two, mostly I’m thankful that they love you like I do.

Sometimes I wish I wasn’t me, mostly I’m glad I am the man I am and it made you want better for yourself

Sometimes I hate you for not fighting for me, mostly I understand why you won’t.

Sometimes I wish I was perfect, mostly I’m content with who I am

Sometimes I wish we hadn’t hurt each other, mostly I know we just didn’t know how to love

Sometimes I wish we were together now, mostly it’s really every second of every day

Sometimes and mostly, ying and yang, good and bad,hand in hand. Fully I love you and completely I am yours. Forever is what I promised and I always honor my promises. “No matter what” were the words I said and I hope you believe me now.

Missinmahart

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Trying to regain things lost. Doing infinitely better, but still a long road to go. Of course still open to suggestions!