Sometimes I feel…

Like I know what I’m feeling on this road... this Journey of Life

There is much to be done in life… there is much to be had

How do we accomplish that which we want, while lacking that which we need… and still further not knowing that which we truly desire?

Sometimes I feel like shutting away from the world and simply being… just living in passiveness… escaping to the realm of books and games…. to stories and adventures and action that other people have. The type of things and experiences that I will never be able to enjoy.

Sometimes I feel like making the world pay… not watching it burn, but watching it suffer in the throws of my own anguish… relinquishing to the world of pain… to the slings and arrows of misfortune as I bash my fists and head upon the rocks of self-punishment. Then lift those bloody rocks and bash others upon them in vengeance for their role in my downfall.

Sometimes I feel like nothing makes sense, and so anything goes, but nothing remains. Like the winds of the seas of my tribulations are but breezes on another’s brow… and apocalyptic mega hurricanes in another’s world.. There I release my care… give up this facade of struggle and attemptations and pretences to try and to persevere. To just live as life wishes. Do this here, and that there. Care not for what happens or ‘whom’ happened upon it. Just let it all out and carry on as if nothing happened and no one smelled it happening.

Sometimes I feel melodramatic… over cautious… complicated… too simple… foolish-ly brilliant… and all manner of feels…

Sometimes I feel some type o’ way…

Sometimes I feel the Way. My way.

All the times I feel what I know but know not what I feel.

All I know is sometimes we feel how much we are always feeling…

All I know is sometimes we realize the kinds of things we are always doing.

All I know is we must always be sure we are doing what we want to do to find what we truly desire to be (doing).

All I know is we need to do… to act… 
To grow no matter what we’re sometimes feeling…