Because of You
My songs are all so depressing,
They all say something now.
My gosh they all sound so sad
They remind me of how we got to be.
I’ll think back to those days,
The days that I got anxious
But mostly scared shitless to see you.
I never knew what to expect
Well, I did
But… I always hoped I thought wrong.
I wish I saw these red flags sooner.
When I did,
It was too late.
I wish I hadn’t been blinded.
By what, I don’t know.
Actually I do know.
But, by how I’m talking about it now,
So do you.
You don’t reach out anymore.
I love that you don’t
Truthfully, I hate it more.
I can’t get you out of my head.
No matter how much I try to think badly of you,
No matter how much I write about it and you,
I hate to admit it,
YOU ruined me.