I can’t seem to count the number of times in a day I’m questioning my very existence. Questioning if this is the path for me? Is there something more out there? Is there a sign that I missing?

I wouldn’t say I am an “ unhappy” or “depressed” person. I’m a young women who is slowly stumbling her way through this present life. There are highs; like the peaks of the mountain tops. And there are lows; like the dark depths of the oceans. And there’s this wonderful in between filled with laughter, confusion, love, indecisiveness, and adventure. But my soul still feels as though something is missing.

2016 has been a year of growth, sobriety, laughter, tears, frustration, challenges and rewards. It definitely hasn’t gone as planned, then again does anything ever go as planned? Although there have been some crazy challenges placed in front of me and moments where I just wanted to quit, I can truly say I am thankful for how much I have grown.

There is this longing inside me. Longing of something more. More adventure, more kindness, more respect, more love and more light. I need to create and explore. I need to try new things and fall down and get back up and try again. I’ve been in a rut lately.

I am committing to myself, today.

Put your best foot forward. Take the time to be gentle with yourself to explore new passions. Whatever they may be. Listen to your gut. Walk away from energy that no longer serves you and move towards what lights you up. Channel your energy towards something positive and move away from the dark. This is where it all begins.

I hope you enjoy my journey.

Love&Light

M