What if …? A question for God to answer.

What if…? That’s a question a lot of people question about, isn't it? Sometimes I just think about the world. Everyone does that. I just can’t accept that the world is created by the big bang, but I am not insulting anyone. You believe what you believe. But what if the big bang is the reason that the world is appeared? Then, you have to think farther, no? Is there no one who ever wonders how the universe appeared? How there came all a sudden water on a planet that is created by the big bang? Then there was life? Is the sun also created by the big bang? Or was it already there, high in the sky? But if it was already there, then how it appeared? By another big bang? But then how is it possible that the sun gives so much heat and why does the earth not do that? Did the big bang ensured for all of this? I don’t know it just made me question about the big bang theory.

But what about god? Do I believe in that guy? Well my answer is very simple I don’t believe in a guy who was born on Christmas and made the world a better place, maybe I do believe in the Bible (I have to think about that one). I just can’t help it. Power is what everyone wants. And it is like that for centuries. So what if all these stories about a guy where made up so all he kings and the church could have more power? They all used the hope and faith off the people to increase their empire. They let people pay for their Marriage I mean people had to pay for showing their love and they had to pay when they want a ‘right’ funeral. They even had to, if they really believed in god. Today the day we still do that and is that what god wants/wanted? Besides centuries ago only men could have power, they were better than any women. Isn't it weird that the most gods that people believe in are also guys? That makes me think about more set ups from powerful kings.

I still have to say that I believe in something big. It can be someone like god, but not the same one like in the stories that people have told. I believe in someone that created us and did not expect all this shit. This person has given us this world. We could use it, it is ours. But all that we do, all our actions it affects the world. It’s not god that let us feel pain, it’s just the world and the people around us. Yes he/she created us, but he doesn't affect what we think or do. We do it all ourselves. But also the good things are our own actions. We did that, no one affected that. It is hope that helps us. Love that everyone wants. Pain that brings us down.

But there is something that scares me a bit. So god created the world, then who created god? People think they know everything, but I believe in something big, very big, bigger than we could ever imagine.

Big bang theory? Don’t try to sell me that shit. Some(thing)(one) magical we can’t explain. And, for me? It may be a secret forever, that’s beautiful isn't it?

Martin Luther king that’s a smart ass guy! He believed that you could have gods love if you just believed in him and the Bible. That’s all that you need: hope and faith.