Why suicide may be the answer.
When the curious child born in a deeply religious family becomes an angry adult with unanswered questions, things become different. So far, I know that there’s nothing after this (believe what you want)and our lives are all meaningless.
The universe is a machine and we are just products of it’s process. We have no special purpose, our existence is totally meaningless. Because energy can neither be created nor destroyed, our souls are stuck in a constant loop and every time our physical body dies, our soul simply assimilates another one.
Are you depressed? dissatisfied? Tired? suicide may be the answer. If you find yourself in the shitiest of countries in this life, the next might be better and if it’s not? Kill yourself again. Why spend money on therapy or struggle to do something meaningful with one life even when the odds are stacked against you? You could just kill yourself.
I’m not whining, i’m just sharing a solution I wish I had known earlier. Do what you want.
