I understand this. I freaking understand it. I ask myself, “why is everyone not talking about Sean”. “So much piece that connects to me and only few talks about it”.

I wonder this also Sean. It seems a larger percentage of Internet users love the “how tos”. The freaking how tos that gurus make it seem like it’s a “one size fits all”. That’s what are hungry for. And a larger percentage of us keep consuming how tos, but things are not changing. Yet, we keep believing in them and looking for more (the one that will do the magic) even if we are merely fantasizing it. Even when we know many “how tos” might not work for some certain class of people ( thats why I love Jon westenberg here)

You know what makes you different Sean, you weren’t interested in that. You weren’t interested in having ten million followers or making large money while writing. You were more interested in making people realise why they SHOULD LIVE. You’re more interested in making people see YOU CAN LOSE YOUR JOB AND SURVIVE it. You were more interested in making folks dig deep into their souls to find meaning for their lives. You’re more interested to tell people to get the fuck up their butt and PLEASE STAY HAPPY. You open up your challenges to others and you make them know that they can pursue their dreams with all reckless abandon and face obstacle but still live.

Listen Sean, if you wanna take the “how to” part, you would be famous. I’m sure. You are an awesome being and you are so exposed. Your writing is so great and you are so knowledgeable, filled with so much wisdom and worked in various fields. But you were only interested in making yourself happy and bringing people out of their shit and out of what the idea of “Life” programmed into their mind by………(I don’t know) is. This is what makes you different Sean.

I talked about you to my sister sometime ago but she doesn’t have any means to listen to you. Maybe she would have loved you too. Sean, you are a hero. MY HERO Sean. If you touched my life, then I’m sure you’ve touched countless lives one way or the other.

I wish I can say something that will make you keep creating more of those things you create (I know you still create them anyways). Well, I can’t. It’s 1:07am and I’m supposed to be sleeping now but I don’t sleep these days. So, I am only hoping what I’m saying makes some sense.

From what you said Sean, it shows you’re facing challenges with the audience you produce these for. But I can sense you’re still doing it and thats the most improtant thing. That’s the part where you save lives Sean — You use your life to preach it as an example. Then, when you talk it, you blow them away. Your Life, wisdom and strength blew ME away. Listen, I’m not saying this to make you keep creating or to make you happy. I don’t say stuffs to make people feel happy. I say what I feel (and sometimes when I read it, it doesnt make sense. That’s why I watch what I say)

I wish to live with someone like you Sean. I’m sure your passion and strength will drive me to do so many crazy things. But I will glad to do them and yell…

Fuck Reality!

Listen Sean, keep doing all you’re doing. I urge you to keep at it. One soul saved, another saved, and then another. That’s enough Joy Sean. You don’t know it but it’s happening.

You are a gift Sean.

A great gift to this planet. But not much acknowledge this gift.

I’m sorry I made you cry. Wait! Am I sorry? No! Please cry Sean. I’m glad you cried. Always remember that you are not doing all you’re doing in vain.

I never ever thought about all you have done for me until I read this piece. I swear down, I thought about this only when I read this piece. I remembered the way you held my hand in the past and kept walking me through the thick and thin to make me find purpose. And I’m glad I remember it now. And I’m more glad I can say “thanks” to you Sean. You’re my Hero Sean

Fuck Reality!

You are Strong Sean. Intelligent, Vibrant, filled with passion.

I’m gonna say this — You’re a SAVIOR Sean. You’re saving lives and you don’t know it. I’m glad I said mine. I hope some will say theirs too and you will know you are a savior. Maybe not the savior of the world but….the savior of so many who think they’re fucked up but wants to dream.

I’m glad you’re still pressing on Sean.

You know, I’ve forgotten herebedragons for a while now. I was hungry to listen to some episodes but I couldn’t. I used my browser to listen and its not pretty. I used podcast addict but didn’t find herebedragons for me so I gave up. I think Its time to keep trying every means to check herebedragons out again. I wish I had an apple phone — I’m sure it would have been easier. Well, I will check it out again and maybe download “creators2.0” to read again (Once I’m done with the book I’m presently reading). I need to read the book again I’m sure about that.

Keep at it sean. Dont stop.

I am glad I was able to say thanks for all you’ve done for me but I’m more glad that I have other things to read from you in the future.

Thanks again Sean Howard. Thanks.