On comfort, predictability and order

It seems all these words in the title are what the vast majority of humanity strives to achieve in their life, right?

Well, what if the vast majority has gotten it all wrong? What if we were conditioned to believe in something that deep down is NOT fulfilling to the human soul?

I believe I’m here to really live as a human being. To learn, grow and make the world a little better than it was before. I mean, how freaking lucky are we just to be alive? We all take it for granted and give waaaay too much importance to such petty shit. I can’t believe how so many people watch shitty TV shows, gossip around or aimlessly surf the internet.

Time wasting is ridiculous nowadays. And almost nobody realises that time is THE most precious resource we have. If we lose money, we can get it back someday. The time that was, however, will never come back.

So we’re all doing what society teaches us in order to get a comfortable, predictable, orderly life. Problem is, that’s not living, at least not for me. It’s not fulfilling. We NEED emotional trauma. We need to go through fucked up shit in order to become tougher. Anyone who has become great has had their face Without pressure, there’s no diamond. And why would I want to be a shitty carbon pebble if I can be a big cool shiny badass diamond? After all, I have all freaking eternity to be cosmic dust after this.