oh useless fountain despite the pennies I tossed no wish ever came — oh useless fountain despite the pennies I tossed no wish ever came

a lie on lips and heart come; this dark secret. — a lie on lips and heart come; this dark secret. pride is a monster you continually feed I know the truth but you call it need everything comes back to this …when the men make us bleed these walls are closing in I’ve suffered it time and again your sin … we remember

sewing seeds of happiness, and watching as they grow. smiling as the sun shines… and feel the cool wind blow. i want to forget the rest of… — sewing seeds of happiness, and watching as they grow. smiling as the sun shines… and feel the cool wind blow. i want to forget the rest of the world, and think only of you and me. happiness only grows if you plant the seeds.

warm father no more salt of life, man like steel I look for him in clouds and in wine heal this broken ghost so that I may live — warm father no more salt of life, man like steel I look for him in clouds and in wine heal this broken ghost so that I may live

I feel like I’m in a hell I can’t escape, so much on my mind not showing on my face. I know you already have these things in your heart… — I feel like I’m in a hell I can’t escape, so much on my mind not showing on my face. I know you already have these things in your heart and that I could never understand, but I’m going to try to start. After Alton, after Philando… at the mall with…

your eyes as discerning as death’s hands completely appease me silently tease me give in to this wicked hunger embers of your erotically… — your eyes as discerning as death’s hands completely appease me silently tease me give in to this wicked hunger embers of your erotically predatory stare burn inside me. as do secrets i will never tell if only I could close my eyes breathe you in break the spell