Congrats on being less drunk. I haven’t had a drink since December first time in my life I haven’t drank and done so willingly. Can’t say I’ve been 100% sober but I know the demons that were sent here to destroy me. I control them now not the other way around. This is the shittiest advice you will ever get from an ex alcholholic who woke up one morning and had to explain why my pants were on my parents lawn and that one time I wiped my ass in front of a cop with the drunk in public ticket he just gave me. Choose not to drink but don’t choose to sober out and die. You’ll fail faster than a fat kid on a diet during a free bacon parade. Leave room for creative vices . The problem with having an asshole for a roommate in your head is they never shut the fuck up. Creative people have the demond of knowing what opens thier mind . Find the right one and you can touch god find the wrong one and it’s herpes city. Don’t kid yourself and don’t be ashamed if you get drunk and pass out in a puddle if your own piss admit and walk on . That guilt from one screw up can make you worse than you were before . It’s ok to give in, reinvent your sober state . It happens don’t blame what was change what will be now.
I wish you luck and thank you for your bravery in telling your soul to us. It’s freeing isn’t it? It’s a reminder to me and it’ll keep that beer from my hand for a while longer
Thanks
