I rarely read every word of a text of this size on the computer screen.

Thank you for this. I know it’s a diary entry and I want to apologize for reading it, but at the same time I.. just want to thank you, for letting it stay, for letting people keep reading it, for letting me read it.

You have to do what is right for you. 
There’s no other way to be happy, or as happy as you can be. 
And no one gets to tell you what is right for you but you.

I’ve been scolded for telling people that, that I’ve given them excuses not to deal with their issue, their problem, their transition. But it’s Their issue, Their problem, Their transition, and They need to know that They have a say in it.

And yeah, I’ve sat and objected and been told to shut up and sit down because I don’t know because I’m a him, not a her, and even had people tell me that trans men (boys like me) are worse than cis men.

There is a difference in the way I’m treated and in most situations I find it favors me, that I’m taken more seriously on a lot of topics as I became more masculine, but not this one. 
Not on the thing I’ve lived.

I don’t know where I’m going with this. 
I’ve rewritten and erased and I’m sorry I ramble.

Just,… thank you.