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I am emptied.

The only thing I can do is retch, read, and write, furiously.

I write about sleeping with your sweater. I write about losing friends. I write about living hour-to-hour, then day-by-day. I write about calling the film school to tell them what happened, and they’ve never heard of you.

You never enrolled, you never went.

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