It takes certain events to make you truly see what you miss, naturally some of these are expected. Something would have to be truly wrong if something had left your life and you didn't miss it. Obviously if you care for something then when it goes your going to feel…

“When life gives you lemons, don’t make lemonade. Make life take the lemons back! Get mad! I don’t want your damn lemons, what the hell am I supposed to do with these? Demand to see life’s manager! Make life rue the day it thought it could give you lemons! Do…

“Hang on… Why is there another one?! HE LIED!” Often as humans we get stuck in this motion of only ever saying the bad things, its always the bad news. …

The storm has finally started to pass, I don’t think I could ever put into words how nice it is to really feel it start to go. Finally whatever it is has thought “fuck it, this taking more effort then usual lets go hibernate.” Its like a weight off your…

So today I wrote this on my train, not my actual train. Imagine that!? Anyway we digress…Its a bit of raw ramble but in the rambles I think I’ve finally found something *crosses fingers* Things are at a pivot point and I can feel myself trying to turn the tables…

These past few days have been a whirl wind and whenever I move up on tablets I unfortunately have to suffer a few days and its been pretty tough. So the brain is on non stop and for some reason thinks that its got one in over you. This isn’t…

A few weeks ago I decided that it was time to clean up, make my bed and lie in it. Comfortable and sleeping well. Now I’ve tried this before, always the wrong way if I’m honest and it has nearly ruined my life blah blah. It’s nice thought though, the idea…

This is only a short one because its a school night and I’ve been meaning to talk for a while now… There a moments in your life where you are happy with what you have, now that’s not to say what you have is any good, I mean sure its…

Whenever I come to writing these its like battling with yourself in fear that once you write it its real. Its out of your head and into something that’s a little more real. Well here goes… First I’d like to apologize to those I have pushed out. …