I am messed up.
I can’t help but to feel sad, it wasn’t right to even begin with but I ignored the fact that I could eventually like you more then a best friend. I was wrong and it didn’t really get into me until I sense you being upset and down. It really hurts me to see that side of you, I never actually believe someone can feel equally damaged when someone else is sad. Yet was unable to help you ease the pain, if I could actually be the cause of it… 😞
“Sorry” cannot mend the wound, but I’m willing to take the consequences if you’ve made any decision to distance yourself to feel better.