Never felt the need to hold in something so crazy but what’s left now is something I cannot deal with. Which I have to make a choice and take actions. If this carries on, I’m just putting us in pain on the loop.
You will be happier if u didn’t put in so much feelings. And I wouldn’t have unintentionally seek that comfort and got so reliant on.
“It was enjoyable and fun, I felt genuinely happy while it lasted. Thank you and I am sorry.”