My Name Is Not Katie WalkerThe convoluted puzzles and endless walks and elaborate meals and hours of tv and painting things…Yet, all I want to do is be in the middle of nowhere and scream until my voice runs out. I want to take an axe to every tree I see until I…Aug 6, 2022Aug 6, 2022
My Name Is Not Katie WalkerYou called me just before midnight.Sometime after I’d taken my sleep meds, but before my eyes close, I place my laptop on the empty pillow beside me.Aug 6, 2022Aug 6, 2022
My Name Is Not Katie WalkerAA: Alcoholic’s AdviceIn AA they talked about sweets helping with craving the first week or two. Gonna go buy candy.Aug 5, 2022Aug 5, 2022
My Name Is Not Katie WalkerI don’t give a fuck about my tally.I feel as if I am to drown in grief.Aug 5, 2022Aug 5, 2022
My Name Is Not Katie WalkerZoom Links: the lifesaver of the agoraphobic alcoholic autistMy giant whiteboard is usually covered in a list of names, order details, and addresses.Aug 4, 2022Aug 4, 2022
My Name Is Not Katie WalkerI am so thoroughly exhausted.Every limb, every muscle, on another world’s time.Aug 4, 2022Aug 4, 2022
My Name Is Not Katie WalkerI feel an immense amount of guilt and sadness surrounding my feelings about children.I feel like I’m forever in this battle where I’m trying to shed my cult identity and adopt my own; sometimes I get scared that I’m losing…Aug 2, 2022Aug 2, 2022
My Name Is Not Katie Walker713 miles away and i still dread seeing any of you.It’s almost ridiculous, the precautions I’ve put into place to not have to see or interact with most anyone from 2017. But on some days…Aug 2, 2022Aug 2, 2022
My Name Is Not Katie WalkerAm I overwhelmed, dramatic, or selfish?Growing up my parents always told me I was too sensitive, too dramatic. I was told that I am responsible for my emotions and reactions, not…Jul 30, 2022Jul 30, 2022
