Doesn’t Exist (1)

Everything’s existence is a debatable matter, Everything is a vague word.
Said my mind to me one day, and i listened. 
Everything that you aim for, is not here yet, doesn’t exist..yet. Everything you’re scared from is not here yet as well.
Everything you’re reminiscing about happened and doesn’t exist anymore.
You only have right now, said my heart to me.
“But why is that non existence so existent and painful?”, asked my troubled mind.
Why is the darkness and void of non existence feel so dense, so full? 
What is light but lightness and clarity? 
or is it?

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