Well, I don’t exactly have many people to talk to about these things in my geographical location, so I appreciate anyone who engages with me. It is also actually much harder to drive any kind of discussion without that, so I should really thank you. By writing, I am currently trying to hone my craft and figure out what exactly my ideas and voice are, and the interaction keeps me connected to reality. As for your predicament, in my experience, it is always worse to keep things pressured inside, it’s only a recipe for explosion, or it gets to poison you if you manage to keep it in. Truth, however harsh, is something that is not only unburdening when said, it has always actually helped things when I’ve tried it. So, good luck, I suppose.