Art, is for me, that lazy undisciplined self that doesn’t want attention. Art thus happens only when moved, by whims, moods, & unknown factors.

Art thus mostly stays dormant. I prefer it stays hidden as, for me it’s private.

Having said all of the above, the points you make of bravado and using a gift are valid.

One should try and nurture a lazy talent, without changing its nature by someone else’s thought, or anyone’s opinion.

One definitely should let it be moved by stimulus, in ones youth, before cussed experience numbs one to some exuberances.