Phased and Confused
I want to be beneficiary, something to the world, among those that understand that world. I can see them, but I cannot hear them, I cannot touch them. If I could, I would be a man of influence. It’s what makes the dynamics of society and social mobility so alluring. I wonder then, if they can see me, and hear me, and touch me, at least at will if not immediately.. and that due to that difference in potential, have I been purposefully given this distance from them, put here in my place. Was a challenge set before me, or am I a proxy to an influential host. Should I be struggling to them, or communicating to them the things I’m closer to?