ccxiii. i sometimes force myself to ponder death and non-existence as a means of being comfortable with it as a concept, but i never last longer than 10 minutes or so before i think of how i can make someone feel important or beautiful instead.
clxxix. i honor the memories of my close friends by always keeping their stories and circulating them to new friends/acquaintances
cxxxvii. you probably have to hear it in person but god i just laugh so much