Timing for one thing.

It is a really long story and one I do not feel up to typing out. 
There is no doubt in my mind. 
I was at a crossroad in life. 
I made up my mind. I set out to do exactly that.
I did the opposite. 
The words that came out of my mouth, were not the words I intended to speak. 
The actions I had decided upon. did not happen. I did the opposite. 
I was never the same person afterwards.