01:47 — cannot sleep, cannot eat, depressed. I’ll write.
I don’t belong in this world — or the next
Matter floating but yet encumbered by the ether through which I must pass
I am carbon
I am hydrogen
oxygen, nitrogen, calcium
I am a poisonous chemical — off white, yellow
Glowing slightly then quickly I burn.
I burn, I crash, I fall.
I am reaction yet I do not react
Matter that does not matter
Out of the ash I rose, back into the ash I fall.
Dust from dust
Darkness in a galaxy of light.