I can’t even imagine how hard it is for you to go through this. Now, I don’t want to sound a cliche or anything, but the truth is — death is inevitable for all of us, sooner or later we all will be gone. You will still be alive when someone absolutely healthy is gone in a accident. It is not supposed to be a comforting thought at all: it only means that everyone is make the best of every moment of their life. You have just reminded me of it, for which I’m thankful. They say God never gives us more than we can handle. You are handling a lot right now, and you have a lot that you’re blessed with. I wish that more blessings come your way!