God, Friends, Grace, Family and Forward

It's 12:41am on my birthday. While it's not customary to write anything, I just thought it necessary. And no, this goes on my personal page.

It’s been a rollercoaster year; ups, downs, sinking lows, depression, challenges, frustration, miracles and decisions. But I’m still here... And I think I’m gonna be okay. God’s with me, I know what that statement means now.

God
Last year was my best yet, on a spiritual note, but it ended quite dastardly. Trying to pick myself up ended in more knockdowns. Of course, It didn’t help that I was battling some crazy challenges, then depression set in.

It took another crushing blow to realize my erring ways and try to find my way back. Until last year, I’d admire getting closer to God, only to fall short again. But right now, I think I might finally be ready. Here’s to you God...

Friends
I think I’ve made more friends over the last 17 months than I’ve made my whole life. Y’all the bomb though, I appreciate everyone of y’all. I’ve learned from all of you, and you’ve all contributed to who I am and where I’m going.

Even if I've never met you, know I appreciate you fam. Your friendship is one of the things I cherish most.

Grace
If you've got Grace, you've got it all. Two pedigree-rich occurrences, within 10 days to my birthday made me realize the weight of Grace.

Some will downplay it and whatever, but how do you explain divine increase when a figure was already previously signed and sealed? How do you explain getting off without a headache when your left rear tire went off on motion?

I just want more. Yes, I'm greedy.

Family
I love my family. I didn't realize how much till March 2016. I'd think about my parents and realize how much I LOVE THESE GUYS.

It was last year that I told my Dad "I love you" for the first time. Of course, it was weird but it was a great moment. Life’s too short, tell your folks you love them while you can. I’d do almost anything for my Parents and sisters. I just want them to be happy and fulfilled. I still pray so everyday.

Forward
I look forward with hope and prayers. I know so long I got God, I got Grace. I don’t need much else.

Motolani Alake - PennedMusingsNG

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Retired dilettante. Healed Product of Grace. Twitter: OneMotolani

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