First time I write here. I feel I have to. Sorry, my english is not good. Your ancestors are the voicie inside you. You are listening this voice, that’s why you are looking for them. For sure, they are proud of you for that. You know them more than what you think, you know them because you can feel their pain. You can only feel the pain of people you love. But don’t doubt. They loved you before you were born. Just close your eyes and feel this love. You know it’s true. So, be happy, for you and for them.