You

There are times when you don’t know how to straighten a world that is twisted by your own memories and thoughts without a real sense.

You don’t realize anything of all that you live. If you are ok, you say that’s not true. If you have problems, paradoxically you say that it is very real and it is a part of life.

You get to identify with your own shadows and you believe that they can actually guide you in life. Maybe if you were taking a landmark, you wouldn’t be groping for so long. But landmark from where?

You are trying for hours to undo the thick stature of past, hoping that everything will be turned into a soft blanket and warm your soul.

You try to do something. If you would count the joy that you had in your life, you would start counting from 0, -1, -2 …

You can become a person who doesn’t wish anything. No more. You detach yourself from everything, you just want an oasis where you can feel peace and nothing more. Perhaps life bothered too much with its events, its requirements and more others.

As long as you not strive for a sense like others, you will always be seen as a freak. They are free to judge you as they wish. Judgment is a virtue of human evolution. Let them to be people!

You’re a plant! Stay in a beautifully colored flowerpot and look at clouds how fast are moving above you and you’re happy for every sunbeam which is empowering your little leaves.

You have time “to lose” for loving, you have time to forget everyone who is not loving you and this is the most important thing, most real.

You probably have some thoughts like… “How can we talk about the reality of life when many persons are living its illusion by behaving like eternal beings?”

We are living a nothing in this life. So many unhappy faces, including your own mirror that brought you many thoughts in past. We do not live our life but we grieved, we have rage when ‘’Ms. Eternal Lady’’ is sorrounding us.

We fool ourselves with illusions around us and from us. Authenticity of life is dusted, is falling apart because you only believe in what you must to belive and not in what you need.

You don’t believe in happiness but you looking around for it — you are searching it in others, in books, movies and more. You find yourself in them, but less in you. Not in what you truly are or do.