Having a Crush: A lesson to dance on my own

I don’t have a perfect body figure nor a beautiful face. There’s no wonder why I from time to time fall in love with someone without their realization and there’s usually no chance to receive the same thing back.

Who said having a crush is OK? No, it’s totally not.

He appeared with a tender smile and a sweet voice then he rarely cared. But you didn’t rarely think about him. Worse, you wished and dreamed to be with him someday in life. You knew it was insane, though.

It’s a soul-sucking thing I’m telling you having a guy suddenly turn your life up side down. But you just cannot blame him for making you happy when he’s around. As a matter of fact, it has to do with your own heart and soul. Blame them. For the willingness to love and get hurt.

“I’m giving it my all, but I’m not the girl you’re taking home”

But, you know what, at the end of the day, we were all born to love and be loved. We would realize that youth does come with unconscious and reckless and passionate love. It is looks like we are easy to throw ourselves into someone’s arms and then we also uncontrollably shout at our dearest boy/girl and sooner or later, we can even be called back as nobody in their lives.

We all taste this trauma once or twice before settling down with someone we are meant to be.

Having a crush is just one of those. We are all fooled and deluded by someone for a while. We all have something embedded in our recollection to call back when the days get older.

Well, appreciate one, such person is hard to come by and at least, you had a beautiful one in life worth your effort and your care.