I Miss Her..

So, there was this girl. Her name was Sleep. Me and her were once very much in love. I knew I would fall in love from the first moment I ever laid eyes on her. I would do anything for her and she would do anything for me. Every time I looked into her big brown beautiful eyes I saw the world. I saw my world. I told Sleep that no matter what obstacles should ever arise, I would always love her. She promised me the same. And then one day…it happened.

Me and Sleep gradually started to drift apart. I started to get a bit too busy for her. I couldn’t spend the time with her that I wanted. We started to constantly argue. She wanted to know why I was always with my friends when I should be spending time with her. She wanted to know why I dedicated more to my work then I was ever willing to dedicate to her. She wanted to know why I couldn’t commit to her the way she wanted me to. I looked her into her big brown beautiful eyes and I saw the world. I told Sleep that I loved her so much, but I just couldn’t do it. I knew what would come next. Sleep did what she had to do.

Me and Sleep still talk sometimes. Our conversations are never really that long these days though. Maybe a few hours at the most. She’s moved on and she’s happy now and I have to learn to accept that. But I just miss her so fucking much. I’m up all night thinking of her, thinking of how we should be together right now. I wonder if she still thinks of me as much as I think of her. I wonder if she still remembers all of the good times we used to have. I wonder if I will still see the world in those big brown beautiful eyes of her’s. I wonder if she knows if I still love her today just as much as I did the first time I ever laid eyes on her. Maybe even more. I remain optimistic though. I know in my heart that one day we will be reunited. Nothing can come between true love. But for now I just want her to know how much I miss her..