Beautiful, Beautiful, Beautiful Poppy

Sweet litte, Poppy

A name of my beautiful cat, kaka tirinya Cookies (Kuki) yang aku temukan pada bulan July tahun lalu, 2021, saat aku berkunjung kerumah kerabat. A beautiful, beautiful stray cat. Aku mebawanya pulang kerumah, kucing manis yang awalnya masi suka malu-malu ketika aku hampiri.

I love her so muchh, and turned out she was an hyperactive little kitty, sampe rela dicakar-cakar tiap kali aku ajak dia bermain.

Tapi makin lama Poppy tumbuh jadi anak kucing yang kalem, no more bitting and scratching me. yeap, she grew

Then, she passed away on Monday, 11 October. It was my fault karna aku terlalu fokus merawat adiknya yang lagi sakit, tanpa menyadari bahwa she wasnt feeling well too.

On Sunday, 10 October 2021

Poppy muntah dipagi hari, i checked her condition, she was sleeping. Siangnya dia menghilang, i was so freaked out and keep calling her name until midnight. There was a heavy rain back then, i was worried and i cried with my brother because we couldnt find her. We were crying and i cant sleep.

Adekku menemukannya dipagi hari, didekat jendela lantai 2, di saluran air yang bersebelah dengan atap. My brother was crying when he found him, aku mengambil Poppy mebawanya ke kamar dan mebalutnya dengan kain menjaga tubuhnya tetap hangat. Then Poppy meninggal disiang hari, i just wanna say sorry that i wasnt able to help her.

It hurts so much ketika di detik-detik dia menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya dan aku ga bisa bantu sama sekali. I miss her so much, i miss my beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Poppy.

Your soul is free now baby

Just Poppy accompanied me enjoying the nice wind on a Sunday’s morning. I miss you so much