Letting go

I was always there when you needed me. I don’t regret it ,if I was to do it all over again I will do exactly what I did. The only thing that sucks is that you were never there when I needed you.. Am not saying that you were never there but most of the time you were no where to be found.

As much as I thought we will always have a strong friendship that did seem to happen. It all started with you,going M.I.A and staying for like six month with out a word. It suck because I always considered you as my best friend and I thought you did to,so I thought.

You had a girlfriend and I was okay with that ,but that also meant that there was going to be distance between us. I understand that you have someone else who takes a priority in your life ,I get that but in order for a friendship to continue you need to have so form of communication.

We never,let me correct that you never check up on me,like ever. I always do even when am pissed at you I always do check up,but I gess to you it’s to hell with it.

Am I wrong to ask that you give a shit about me when your life is great and not only think of me when you guys break up. I want you to fight for our friendship because you want to and not when you feel like I can replace the gap your girlfriend left. Don’t make promises that you can’t keep.

Right now am not anywhere near people you would appreciate having in your life. I don’t want it to bother me but it does. Even though I wouldn’t appreciate having you in my life it still sucks .

Am not gonna lie and say that I love you as a friend because I don’t, I don’t hate you either,I do care about you though. In short friendships keeps changing and right now you just a friend that used to be close.

If I was give a chance to get things back to how they used to be I wouldn’t. Having a crappy Best friend like you makes me appreciate the best friend I have right now. A friendship is 50–50 or a partnership,not a 70–10 partnership an the rest 20%is I don’t give a shit.

Am happy you found someone who is always there for you because that gave me a chance to be able to appreciate and finally have a friend who understands me more than you ever did.