Thick as thieves
I finally had time to tidy my room.
Well, not that it made much of a difference but I’ve yet to finish tidying the entire room. Was sorting out my photo albums, notes and stuffs, only to realize how wrecked and screwed up I am as a human. I haven’t been a good testimony as well.
Memories, it haunts.
Life is as such, nobody will remember you for all the good deeds but one mistake or mistakes for that matter, it’s all gone.
I have made mistakes so grave I am still facing the consequences of my actions. I am so ashamed and remorseful over it that sometimes when I think back and the amount of hurt I’ve caused to the other party/parties, I’ve a long way to recovery.
As I continue to seek a new beginning, these memories come full circle at times and it hurts. It really hurts. I hope that God will continue to look over and after the people whom I’ve wronged and bless them with abundance. Some people say, difficult roads often lead to beautiful destinations. I hope that the difficult roads I’ve led the people I’ve love to, will bring them to places that’s more worthwhile and filled with never ending happiness.
I am not the good guy, the nice guy nor the wonderful or well-mannered person everyone or rather most perceived me to be. Deep down, like some would have rather put it — Rotten, disgusting and beyond salvage. As I look forward to days where I can better myself, I shall leave this space with a quote by Mewtwo. Yes, a pokemon.
“I see now that the circumstances of one’s birth are irrelevant. It is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are.”
I’ll grow and I promise to be a better person. God bless you all.