I hate that I don’t have much freedom like I wish to have, it makes me really sad and anxious that this is how it’s gonna be for me forever, I want to be happy I want to be free to not limit myself, and to be honest I don’t like people deciding whether I can do things or not but that’s how I have to live it, in the past I used to never fight but now I want to, because I realized that I’m missing on a lot of fun things and I’m missing on a lot of happy days I could have, I think what I need here is patient to try and change my parents way of thinking, it’s going to take a lot I’m sure but I feel like now I want to do it more than ever and I’m willing to fight until my last breath 😂.

this is going to be interesting and I’m happy that I reached that point in my life finally.