I’m having trouble with my mood, sometimes out of nowhere I feel so depressed when there’s actually nothing to be depressed about, I try to make sense of me feeling this shitty but nothing actually make sense about it, it comes absolutely from nowhere and I don’t know how to exactly deal with it, something tells me that I need to just ignore this and not make a big deal about it because it is actually nothing, but then comes another voice telling me that I need to acknowledge it in order to actually cure it, I don’t know, I’m confused, but I just realized that engaging in another activity help me to forget how shitty this feels.

On another note, me leaving social media behind and start living my life made me feel that summer just begun, I feel so free and feel that I have SO MUCH time, and the best part is that I’m still in day one and so far I’m back doing the things I enjoy doing, which are writing, painting, engaging with my family, and the most one that I’m happy to be addictively doing is reading, I’m back reading all day and all night, altho I miss talking to my friends and I miss getting to know random strangers via social media, but overall I think this will be a good experience.