This is something I felt and I just couldn’t keep in

I feel like a piece of shit, I feel like I’m the worst person on this planet, I’m the worst daughter any parents could have, I’m the worst needy friend anyone could have,my parents are doing everything they can to make their children happy but their fucked up children are never satisfied, yesterday I heard in my mother’s voice a weakness I never heard before, I heard in her voice a struggling mother who don’t know how to help her child, and I saw in my father’s eyes regret and shamefulness

I feel like a piece of shit because I have no damn idea what can I do to change the situation, what can I fucking do to be a smile in there black clouds, I’m too sad and I’m too mad, there’s something heavy on my chest I can’t move and I have no idea how to ignore, I cried so much when I saw that look on my dad’s eyes, I cried my weakness out loud I cried my helplessness.