I appreciate that, Sherry . My words may seem calm, but my head aches and my heart aches and there’s a rage in me that makes my body want to give up. He replied to me with something short, snappish, and at the end dismissive, but I have no intention of answering it. I don’t think either of us should. He doesn’t care what I have to say and I’m painfully used to the reality of that from many more than him. I said all I did because it hurt so much to read his words to you, and in effect me, but I’m weary now. I need to attempt some self care and try to decompress. I attempt that a lot these days.