I have now come to a point where I am not suicidal, and am actually happy and stable
MDMA has saved me.
Almost all my memories of the causes of my CPTSD (complex post traumatic stress disorder) were hidden to me before I entered therapy.
I have now come to a point where I am not suicidal, and am actually happy and stable — and have been for over 2 years. I accept what happened and I’m working through the remaining memories of what they did to me, and so many other kids. I now have good friends, a gentle place to live, and think that in many ways I am more healthy than many people around me who never experienced CPTSD. I am productive and alive.
Posted to /r/Psychonaut by /u/Liquidrome — After years of depression and anxiety, structured MDMA therapy has given me my entire world back . I am a survivor of severe childhood abuse.