Im so sorry mom.

When we got to the gas station to meet the guy with the [suboxone], you gave me $20 and I jumped in the guys truck and grabbed it then immediately went inside the gas station to use the bathroom. The mens restroom was locked so I ducked over to the ladies side to use a stall. I started prepping my shot (I know its stupid, but my needle fixation is part of my addiction) and as someone walks in the restroom and went to the stall next to me. I heard her crying. She was crying as I was trying to fix. As I registered and hit a vein i heard you crying in the stall next to me mom. You didnt know I went to the ladies room. But I heard you walk in and quietly sob. I heard you as you sucked in a few deep breaths to pull yourself together before you walked out. When I got to the car all you asked me was if I was Ok then we drove.

Posted to /r/Opiates by /u/Gutterlungz1 — Im so sorry mom.