What you are going through must be pure hell. If there is a god, let’s hope she/he shines a light on you, and you are able to make peace with yourself for being in such a dire situation.

Gratitude cannot be willed onto ourself; it’s not an attitude, it’s a way of life.

Gratitude is being thankful for the good that’s happening in my life, in order for me to find the strenght to go through whatever deep shit I’m in, without wanting to kill everybody involved. It’s not being happy that someone close to me is trying hard to skullfuck me.

Gratitude is a long word to say “no hate”.

I don’t know what to wish you, except that you get what you need to get of this mess and move on to a better life. Thank you for sharing this story