OMG, you cheated on him. You broke his heart and trust. For CHRIST’S sake, do you have no sense of empathy? The relationship was over RIGHT THERE. You both should have walked away. It was over. I made the same mistake, but I was the boyfriend that was cheated on. I would never hit anything, and don’t kill anything either….but break my trust, I will enrage. I don’t give second chances any more, it only makes you crazy. Once trust is broken, it almost can never be mended.