I can totally identify with all of this and the other folks chiming in. I often feel that loss or trauma is my middle name. Like many other’s have commented, I’ve lost so much. From money to people to relationships to myself. For the last 5 years I’ve been living in some weird ass limbo of life. Stuck in neutral. In my own way. Languishing between apathy, depression, anxiety, and myriad of other crap. Lost and loss.