Your words could be mine, I felt everyone of them. I was made redundant after 25 years and nothing else seemed to be going my way. I knew I was in a funk and said I was. After quite a while, I decided that it was time to do something about it as it was becoming too comfortable, I bought some St John’s Wort, took double doses for a couple of days then dropped down to one a day. I am now ‘defunked’ but some moments I miss it.