your story reflects my own sexual inclination
Francesca Anderssen

You summed it up perfectly, Francesca. Sometimes I feel like only an ‘unsuitable boy’ can give me what I really want… because on some level that obviously IS what I want, or I wouldn’t keep going there. But then when I get involved with a ‘nice guy’ I become the ‘unsuitable girl’! And I will push them to the same level of raw sexual need.