How do you manage to fourish in a world filled with pain and suffering?

Personally,my faith helps pull me through,but..

I ask myself that question all the time.People die,people go down the wrong path,people get a life changing diagnoses.Disease.Famine.Nothing but struggling.

So how do you manage to keep pushing forward? What drives you to get out of bed in the morning despite the aches and pains? Mental and physical.

the whole reason for this blog is my great grandma.She went to Roswell the other day to get 3 biopsies on a lump in her breast,the same one she had cancer in before.And the awful part is,she doesn’t think she can go through chemo again,or radiation,or treatment in general all over again.

She is the most important person to me,so if the biopsies come out to be cancerous.My heart will break.

She is my sole inspiration to change my lifestyle.She is the sole reason I have hope that the world can be a good place and people can have a good heart,and they can change if they absolutely want to,and put all of their faith in that.

I can’t even bare the thought of her having cancer again and her not getting treatment.

I rely on her for so much.Just hearing her voice is soothing,and it warms my soul.Everything about her,despite her rough past,which she still regrets , makes me feel whole.She is proof that people can change.I leave her house feeling refreshed and hopeful.

If something happens to her,nothing will ever make me feel that way again.That alone, is a scary thought.I will be a changed human being.

I feel so bad for anyone who has to suffer like this,and wait on test results and torture themselves just to get answers.Everyone goes through something.I am scared for her, I’m scared for life in general.

Scared about the bad things,and unpredictable things that people have to suffer through and just keep trudging along.