This longing I feel so deep inside my bones…
It’s a strong desire for being in the same life phase;
I want to be with you.
You’re a creator of interdimensional emotions,
and I fall inside your voice waves each and every night.
It’s like you’re sculpting narrative lines inside my DNA,
and I’m cursed to live the same day over and over again…
maybe just until I realize your storyline,
or maybe I’ll be in this rollercoaster for my entire life.

Sometimes I think I have a secondary role in my own story, sometimes I see myself as the…

Hey, baby!
I wonder how are you,
where have you been
and what have you done . . .
since our last December.

I still see you inside our home,
many years after you’ve left.
and I can’t stop asking myself if she loves you,
or she’s just in love with your persona.
I wonder if she takes your hands
and sees the whole Universe inside your touches.

Now maybe she kisses your lips goodnight,
while I just imagine your eyes and sleepy voice,
how I would kiss you back all the nights of our lives. …

Sometimes we talk,
Sometimes we just stay and stare at each other.
And sometimes, sometimes we love our souls.

I think of you,
I fall for you . . .
over and over again.

Sometimes, sometimes I kiss your lips;
It’s an art exhibition of guilty little pleasures,
And my soul, disguised in red serpents,
it’s building a new world . . .

I remember when I first saw you,
I remember when we first made love,
And I remember, oh I remember how much . . .
I love you,

Do you feel it? I got my emotions playing…

Another night goes by,
another day without you,
loneliness just got drunk.
The sky is falling,
my heart is breaking,
your soul is bleeding.
Take my hand
and let’s run through the darkness;
we can fight death together,
just take my hand.
The sky is falling,
angels are crying,
my tears just covered your body.
Take my hand,
let’s run together,
hand in hand,
to the rainbow’s end and back.
I wanna be where you are,
I wanna see what you see,
I wanna touch what you touch,
I wanna hold your hand
to the end.
and make this end
very late.
I just wanna love you.
The sky is falling, baby.
and so am I without you.
I ask no more than this,
one night, one kiss, one dream
to build eternity.

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There are so many things I should have said to you
but you were always in my heart,
always in my mind;
we were connected, my soul . . .
but I forgot that you couldn’t understand my love language.
I’m sorry . . .
I’m so sorry for not loving you as you dreamed,
but I loved you in my way
and you were always in my heart.
There are so many things I should have done,
but I was too afraid . . . …

My angels were prisoners,
growing inside my fears.
they’ve got wings to fly,
but no power to rise.
they’ve got love to give,
memories and smiles.
and maybe one day, one day…
they’ll be free again.

Last night I’ve met your angels,
we’ve talked until sunrise,
drink some bottles of red wine,
from 1969.
unchained some untold stories,
hard goodbyes.
I think I’ll see them again,
until the end of our time.

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Who am I
when I am not
touching your soul
while dancing
inside an eternal kiss?

Who are you
when you are not
playing our love song
while flying
outside the known universes?

Who are we
when we are not
holding our hearts
while making love
in all 10 dimensions?

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