Words on my mind

Death.

Seems horrid?

The thought of it

Seems calming actually.


Poison.

I could use,

It might work

Maybe.


Stop.

They tell me.

That’s not a nice thought.

You should think happy ones.


Finish.

Is it a journey?

Why do I have to?

Will I get a medal?


Fear.

The fear of my thoughts,

Of where my mind drifts to.

You wouldn’t get it.


Anguish.

Seems like an exaggeration?

I wish it were.

Trust me, it isn’t.


It’s 3 a.m.

On a sleepless night, and,

These are the

Words on my mind.