Wow, this hit close to home for me. I am a avid Googler for all of life’s questions (especially those associated with relationships).
I found myself searching for the same answers, often blaming myself for my SO’s behavior, wondering how I could improve. Basically working with very little I could could control which ended up being the decisions to leave or stay. Putting it in Google search terms painted a great picture.
I’m so glad you’re happier today!