I am two monsters. One is jealousy, betrayal, pessimism and many more — let’s call her “Dark”. The other one is optimism, love, compassion and many more — let’s call her “Light”. Both of them are big, strong, confident, with glowing eyes and sharp claws — they are beautiful gladiators in their prime time. They don’t easily give up a fight, they always fight until exhaustion, they never run. I watch them fight, I hurt and cheer for both of them. I would never interfere, it is not my fight to fight, it is my fight to watch them, tear themselves apart until one is victorious. In the end one of them wins, the other one looses. Either way I feel both emotions as I am them.