I really want to lie to you. tell you , NO show you all everyone one of my thousands upon thousands ( maybe a little less ) Depends on my grand self .

what an ENLIGHTENED MAN, great in fact how perfectly together I am.

Truth is I woke up disappointed, angry willing to suffer as well as be crule ulgy “SELFISH BITCH” NOT really because I was wrong, nope. IT was due to the FACT I have FAILED to teach myself to save some of MY GLASS. When IN love. a CHOICE WE MAKE . (Usually totally misinformed even deceived , intent confused also)

I failed to learn how to expect what I need. GOD DAMN IT!