
I. Am. Weak.
I am stronger than this
My heart is so weak but my mind is so strong
I know what I deserve
I want so badly to be heard and understood
That if it takes me a couple more times to keep going.. I WILL eventually be heard and understood
One day, you will realize I was not the problem
That I walked away because you pushed me
I walked away because what you offered was never enough
I was not worthy enough for you to respect and treat me well
I walked away because it gets me to this point.. where I write negativity instead of positivity
I am weak
I’m weak because the moment you come back to me, I take you into my arms with no questions asked
I am weak because when we’re not together I find myself blaming only myself for why we aren’t
I am weak because when you come back there should be consequences but instead there are benefits
I am weak because I will keep this in my notes and continue to be mistreated
I am weak because I let you blame me for your mistakes
I am weak because at my end point, I always try to find a little more tolerance for you when there shouldn’t be any
I am weak because I will let you walk all over me
I am weak because I let you make excuses for poor decisions
I am weak because I will realize all these things but still want to keep trying.
